Step forward

by John Eli on October 10, 2019October 9, 2019

I remember not knowing what to do or where to go. The only thing that I was certain of, is that if I stayed where I was at, I would not last long. So I made a choice…..

The day when I had to choose between God and the girl

by John Eli on January 28, 2019January 29, 2019

I was aware of her traumatic childhood. I was also aware of how it had impacted her life. Her father was extremely abusive to her mother and to the family. In fact, she bore a small scar near her eye from a brick that her father had flung at her when she was little. Her experiences caused her to be abrasive in her interactions at times. She could be distrusting of people and it took a while to gain her trust.

3 valuable lessons that I learned from atheists

by John Eli on March 26, 2018January 30, 2019

In my failures I always encounter grace. Grace changes my outlook. It causes me to renounce any temptation to assume that I am better than others, and it inspires me to demonstrate grace as well.

Anxiety & what I learned from it

by John Eli on February 12, 2018January 30, 2019

I rushed home, buried my face in my pillow, & began to cry… I felt as if I was losing control. I felt alone. I felt less-than. I felt shame. I wasn’t supposed to feel this way. Why me? I was trapped in a shell of perpetual fear.