I haven’t stepped into a Church BUilding in a year… (and this is what I’ve learned so far)

๐ˆ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐ง’๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐š ๐œ๐ก๐ฎ๐ซ๐œ๐ก ๐›๐ฎ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ข๐ง๐  ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐š ๐ฒ๐ž๐š๐ซ….โฃ
…. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ญ๐˜บ, ๐˜’๐˜ฎ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต. โฃ

11 personal sins that I choose to confess and renounce

What you find below is my confession to a bundle of personal practices that have caused many pain and heartache. So here it goesโ€ฆโ€ฆ

Why my 7 hour drive was worth it….

Approximately three years ago, I found myself dragging my soul through the darkest corridor Iโ€™ve ever traveled through. It didnโ€™t help that I created this mess myself. Somewhere along the line of trying to navigate life outside of my calling….

What I’m learning from Angry Birds, public outbursts, and church people

My initial reaction was nauseaโ€ฆ then the nausea was followed by deep sorrowโ€ฆ. My heart hurt for this young man. Iโ€™m almost sure that he was completely blind-sighted by the backlash caused by his shirt. Iโ€™m positive that all he wanted to do was share the gospel. Instead, he was tar and feathered by two bitter crows.

The year I overdosed on Christmas

I sat there on the couch, surrounded by people that I loved and cared about, but at that moment I would have given anything for an excuse to get up and leave.

What earning $459/month taught me?

The proposition was a simple one. The church needed both a janitor and an associate pastor. Unfortunately, they could only afford to hire one. I could tell that the pastor was trying to sell me on the arrangement, but his efforts were pointless. I had my mind made up before any attempt to convince me was made.

Shame, and why I absolutely hate it

All six of them stood before us, that day, all in a row. We all knew what was coming and it wasnโ€™t good.

I hated these moments and had witnessed them one-too-many times. I never understood why the congregants allowed this archaic practice to take place. ย Were all of them too fearful to stand up and do something about it?

What I learned from passing judgment on others (Part 1)

As I left the building, I saw the transient couple sitting in the beat-up-Yugo that I had seen earlier. Not wanting to engage in conversation, I tried to make a quick break to my carโ€ฆ.. but before I got too far, I heard someone call out to me. โ€œPastor John! Can we talk to you?โ€